Heart Defence

 I really intend to hurt their feelings ! SO WHAT ? 

Act , i do that has a reason . I don't wanna they fall out for me . 

I'm done with the words of "LOVE" !

 How many times should i say to you about thay boy ? 

PLEASE STOP DISTURBING me !

 I have no respect for the words of "LOVE" between two people . I'm sorry . 

Understand me please . I've closed my heart .

 I'm trying to be strong , i don't wanna get hurt anymore .

How i wish that my heart was made out of steel :(

I've closed my heart for other boys to go in just for you my boy :(

I miss all the moments that we have been thru together .

You wanna know something ?

It hurts me that badly when i saw you with other girl even his your friend .

I'm jealous . How i wish that girl would be me <3

I've learned to much about that words "LOVE" .

I'm DONE with that !

I will move on .

Forget you from my life , forget our sweetest memory ever , forget how you used to wish me goodnight wishes , forget how you treat me that well , forget how you use to feed me up some food , forget the way we use to talk heart to heart & eyes to eyes , forget how you use to came to my house n meet me , forget how we use to talk a lot on the phone , forget all the things that youever say to me & most of all FORGET THE THREE WORDS THAT YOU ALLWAYS SAY TO ME "I LOVE YOU" ! :(

There are so many things that i should forget about you boy .

But FYI , it's getting much harder when im trying to forget about you .

I Should stop missing you :(

That's all i can do for now .

MY LOVE IS JUST FOR YOU , MY HEART FALL TO PIECES ABOUT YOU , MY HEART CRIES OVER YOU , MY WARM HUG ARE JUST FOR YOU , MY SWEET LIPS FOR YOU . gosh boy :(

It's all JUST FOR YOU !

You see ?

I've proved it to you already right that i love you that much :(

But it's all up to you if you wanna believe it or not , i can't force you anymore .

It's your LIFE right ?

All i can do is just wait , wait wait & hope :/

You know what ?

I've formatted you from my heart before , but it keeps coming back .

My heart can only be fixed by you .

I'm too dump before for letting you go :(

This all came out from deep deep deep in my HEART boy :/

I mish you that bad until i can't sleep well at night .

THINKING OF YOU MAKES ME CRAZY :(

MORE CRAZIER EACH DAY .

FULLSTOP FOR OTHER BOYS TO KNOCK MY HEART !

It STOPS there when you leave me .

I've closed my heart .

I REALLY MISS YOU THAT MUCH .*sigh :/