Emptyness in my HEART .

My life ain't like before .

What i meant is ,

BEFORE my life is full of HAPPINESS .

Not like now , 

PROBLEM keep on coming .

All i can do is just to be patient with all this .

I just have to act like there's nothing happen at all .

It works sometimes , but sometimes it doesn't :/

I want my OLD LIFE back actually .

I don't wanna be stranded in this year .

I wanna go back to the 2008 until 2010 .

This year is kinda sucks for me .

Not that no one love's me , 

They do love me , 

But i really just don't know what's in to me .

I hate to have couple for now .

I really don't know why .

Still searching for the answer that can satisfied me :(
I wish that i can go back to the old times right ?

I love the 2008 & 2009 muchie :/

I miss all that freakin moment .

damn :(

pfft , this is for YOU boy !

Like i say , i have closed my heart to LOVE a guy .

Pa lagi in this meanwhile .

I'm just not ready to be in a relationship with you .

You had the answer already right ?

So , i hope you understands it and appreciate my answer as well .

I just want you to move on .

We still can be friends , so please don't beg for me anymore ?

Because it's impossible for me to be with you back .

I just realise actually i don't love you at all .

You know that aite ? (:

& please forget me as your LOVER , remember me as your best ever BESTFRIEND :D